I know its gone i'm still clinging onto memories
You lying here right next to me
Its hard
Last kissed you on the day after valentines
You went home and i to mine
Love you so much
But our hearts drift apart like two melodies
You in a separate key
Playing sharp
All i ever wanted was you by my side
I thought that we had time
To share mine
So caught up in being codependent you
What you put me through
Was not thought
I gave you each and every thing inside of me
But you never told your family
Harsh
I hit the bottom and i drain another silent cup
All i had was not enough
Not enough
I'm not enough
You and i, my insides the synecdoche
Intwined with all of me
I cant wait
It smarts that ill never get to say to you
How much i saw in you
All my life
For my whole life
For my whole life