I will always remember
The 30th of December
I walked in your room
And saw a bloody mess
And I'll you why you hurt yourself
And I'll become silent when I walk in my room and see the same bloody mess you have in yours
I'm okay when you're okay
And I will lie to you
And tell you I'm okay
'Cause I know you feel just like me
And I will die a slow death
Just like when I burned down your fence
'Cause you wouldn't answer my texts
I missed you
I kissed you
I want your hair in my bed
I carved a heart in my skin
With your initial in it
I have so many problems I wont be addressing
With my therapist
Or anyone in this world
'Cause I wont even know how I feel if
You're my mother
My lover
My best friend
My father
My therapist
I'm sorry I'm obsessed with having sex with you
I have a hole in my heart
That I'll try to fill with you
And I'm sorry I'm obsessed with having having sex with you