Passion Punk - Self Talk Lyrics

I've been feeling low feeling down
No motivation no show no sound
My self talk is full of hate now negative
This temple mocks fate seeking sedatives
I've had a bad day today somehow worse than even yesterday
I've lost my mind can't unwind this time on decline
I'm undeserving
Never learning
Stuck yearning
And I'm cursing
This life as an angry child
To myself I am reviled
I look at myself as a monster
Full of shit and yet I ponder
How on this road I lost my innocence
Blaming and hurting the innocents
An abuser can't be free
A useless fool that should hang on a tree
You'll never make it on your own
Your friends left you all alone
Dive into the unknown
Now you will always be alone, nah
Now you're on your own
I've been inside my head instead
Thinking about what needs to be said
Telling myself I don't need the meds
Hanging onto life by a thread, yeah
I've been inside my head instead
Thinking about what needs to be said
Telling myself I don't need the meds
Hanging onto life by a thread, yeah
I've been inside my head instead
Thinking about what needs to be said
Telling myself I don't need the meds
Hanging onto life by a thread, yeah
I've been inside my head instead
Thinking about what needs to be said
Telling myself I don't need the meds
Hanging onto life by a thread, yeah