Past Behavior - Choke Lyrics

Can you forgive my mistakes
When there's nothing left to say
When the tears start to dry
Will you look away?
When I just can't hear your voice
And my thoughts are taking over
Will you look me in the eye
When I'm not worth the fight?
Keep your secrets to yourself
As you drown in all the mess
It's all a waste of time
Reaching for something that was never there
My mind runs in circle shackled to the bed
And the days just fade away
Leaving another scar
Another scar
Tell me whats worth bleeding for
Whats worth the fight
Is it something wrong with me?
There's just no bright light
Can't keep myself from falling
Can't keep my head held high
Can't find a reason to be
I've been left behind
Grasping for air but my lungs never fill
A heart beat so weak you can barely notice
Ribcage collapsing right in front of your eyes
Tempted to give in
Choke in regret
Keep your secrets to yourself
As you drown in all the mess
It's all a waste of time
Reaching for something that was never there
My mind runs in circle shackled to the bed
And the days just fade away
Leaving another scar so I won't forget