Pat Psalm - Awkward Lyrics

Why's it so awkward now?
Why's it so awkward?

I'm back at home again
I'm on those roads again
It's in my face again

Turn to a blade of grass
Turn to the face of death
Wait til the very end
I don't have any friends

And it's hard spitting game with a fat lip
When you got two left feet that's tragic
Turning on the TV, then embrace static
It's another daybreak, it's another habit

When I was a kid they used to see me as a faggot
Nowadays I don't think anyone's happy
Half of em hatin the lives that their living
And half of em living in beautiful ignorance

I'm not ashamed
If you were me you would suffer the same
It's all in the cards, it's the rules of the game
Used to do kickflips up off of the curb
Now I take endless long walks in the rain

Listen to old Smashing Pumpkins in May
I'm like the Kinsella brothers and Ye
Pat Psalm the greatest musician to come out Chicago
Remember my name