Paul Nadler - Cycle of Misery Lyrics

I walk these streets at night
When nobody's outside
Shaking, not feeling right
Begging for clearer sight

I don't want to stay in my bed all day
Making sure i am still sane

Drowning in all my thoughts
Hiding all of my scars
Breathing, not living life
Trying to make things right

But what if there is no one to ask if i tend to f*ck things up?
Can i hide all of my sins and just pretend i am innocent?

I am making it hard for me
I won't wear my heart on my sleeve
That's why i'm never breaking free
From this cycle of misery

Walking this lonely road
Feels like i'm losing hope
There's nobody here to hold
Another truth unfolds

Dying, i'm dying inside
Lying, i'm lying to hide