Paul North - Everything Lyrics

Its hard to see where you're going
If you don't know where you're at
Only time can tell
And that's a well known fact
Got to keep pushing
You can't live in your past
It only seem to hold you back
I'm my own worst critic
I got my own flaws
I ain't too proud to admit it
I know time heals nothing
Most people don't get it
Time leaves scars heartbreak
And how to live with it
Want the green light up in a foreign
I really just want it all
You should know it
Saying if that's really the truth
Then go for it
Working all these late nights
And early mornings
Say I'm not popping my problem
Is not the gnosis of knowledge
I think I know that I got it
But don't know a thing about it
But this my craft and I doubt it
Like all the ones that surround me
I know goons that be mobbing
With bats and be robbing
And after hours search for happy hour
Happy in the hour
Hours after
I'm right back to reality feeling sour
Sitting here in misery
Revisiting memories
Smoking and sipping hennessy
Like what the f*ck was meant for me
Niggas acting like bitches
Bitches acting like niggas
Niggas all in they feelings
And bitches ain't gonna deal with it
What's really hurting me
Is sitting here in uncertainty
And hoping your love don't murder me
Everything has changed
Will it always
Always be this way
And I know that
Always be this way
And I know that