I'm Lost Video (MV)

I left
First I left after a long time
Tree years
Our hearts were close
Really tight
Didn't know how to fight with my mind
Was like explosion inside
Didn't want to hide it any longer
Something said
Lets go home girl
Before it starts to get much stronger
Sorry for being so aggressive

I was nervous
Like I didn't know exactly
What makes me do it
I just trusted higher mind
Intuition
It wasn't easy
Not to cry
Not to touch
It
Was f*cking hard
And I saw this sadness in your eyes
I was so shocked by myself
I couldn't cry
I wanted to curl up and die
I wasn't nice
Sorry

Cuz Im lost
I do what I feel and I'm real
But tell me whats the deal cuz Im lost
Will I always be
That way

Then I left another one
It didn't take too long
Was like a month or something
He was huge, clever, funny, sexy and spunky
He was sober as a judge but his eyes looked like his junky
Now tell me why I did It
Why I don't want them back
What kind of master-plan you have for me
When Im alone , feel lonely
And you call it freedom