I want this to make sense, more than anything else
I keep talking about you in present tense
Tired of pretending to be fine
Lying to myself that you're alive
Wish I could turn back time
Secretly about to break down and cry
I'll never forget you, a friendship so special
Truly a blessing you came into my life
You're never gone
Your soul lives on and on
Can you just give me a sign
Tell me there's an afterlife
So we will one day be together again
Continue where we left off
This time without an end
Without an end
We'll create more memories and spend time ever so preciously
A rare bond we have found
An infectious connection
Your striking beauty inside out
Until then, please rest well
Let the illness fade away
You didn't deserve to suffer so much pain
An angel no longer with us, hurts so much to say
You wouldn't give up, seeking freedom
Fighting with all your strength while feeling beat up
Confronting demons, inside you were screaming
I wish I could have saved you and stopped your bleeding
I search for a reason why
Will I ever understand this tragedy, I shall try
Inevitable and out of my control
Stuck in denial for once and for all
You're never gone
Your soul lives on and on
Can you just give me a sign
Tell me there's an afterlife
So we will one day be together again
Continue where we left off
This time without an end
Without an end
I love and miss you my friend