Paulina Zelman - Orange Muse Lyrics

Falling deep and deeper
Instead of living in the now
Why do I close my heart while your mind opens wide
Don't know why I even tried
Don't know who I am
Don't know where I'm going
Can't be lost cause all I know is I'm exploring
Need help on this journey
I'm so confused
Discovering parts of myself I never knew
Falling deep and deeper
Instead of living in the now
Why do I close my heart while your mind opens wide
Don't know why I even tried
Reflection in the mirror staring back at me
Like a stranger passing by
Convinced he's happy
What they don't know is I'm an alibi
His smile is generated
Joy isn't ever fabricated
Solve the puzzle that consumes my mind
Take off the mask and reach deep inside
Will I be loved for who I am
Do I run and hide
Speechless and breathless
Nowhere to go
Embracing the inner demons returning to their home
Passionate early on in the night
This is so wrong but it feels so right
Falling deep and deeper
Instead of living in the now
Why do I close my heart while your mind opens wide
Don't know why I even tried
I can't take this anymore
Just get out the front door
With all the left over parts of me you were waiting to explore
Falling deep and deeper
Instead of living in the now
Why do I close my heart while your mind opens wide
Don't know why I even tried
Don't know why I even tried
Don't know why I even tried
Don't know why I even tried