They say things come around like a hoolla-hoop
That's why I'm right here by myself inside this cubicle
Actually I call the studio my cubicle cause all the work
That I been putting in that s*** been musical
Mad real s*** got mad real late nights no sleep do you know how that feel
Everyday you waking up foot on the gas still
Cause you in love with that money you love how that cash feel
Everything be tryna break me but I'm still gone make it
Smile and laugh through the pain even if I fake it
I ain't even with the s**** ain't no time for relations
Don't really care if you replace me no that n**** ain't me
I know I make these n***** sick I know these b****** hate me
I know they wanna set me up my life they wanna take it
I was right behind that wall with killers, robbers, rapists
I'm smoking dope and popping perks a n**** on probation pain
I swear you'll never know the definition
Like everyone in competition for some recognition
Shirts and RIP flags for my n***** I can't lie I really miss em man I really miss em
Really cried last night h**** water in my eyes last night
H**** s*** was going through mind last night feel like I died
Then came back alive last night ooouuuu
Even though this s*** a struggle I remain to hustle
Cause you will never know success if you don't know the struggle
I swear that I came from the bottom
I came from the gutter RIP npj man that's the f****** jungle
And I used to be a savage now im f****** humble
I ain't even gotta touch you let my brothers slump you
Every time she say she love me it just push a button
I say it back it but I know deep down I don't f****** trust her or trust it
Don't take me for a sucker and if I did s***
I never did before it was cause I loved you
First broken heart I ever got that shit was from my mother
That n**** told on me I treated him like a brother
And if I didn't beat that case sometimes I often wonder
Would you still pick up my phone call
Would I still be on your mind
Would you still wanna see me all the time
Baby I could read between the lines trust me I see all the signs
I had to leave you alone I had to go get my head right
I had to get in my zone I had to go get my bread right
These n***** talk like they know but you know them n***** be dead right
I really meant to say wrong but you know them n***** be dead right