i don't mind (voice memo) Video (MV)

Maybe I'm crying as I write this
And babe that's just not that poetic
I want to hide all the meaning
I wanna lie to my baby
You said you wanted something different
I said the asteroid's gonna hit us
You may be kind and I am vicious
But you're still the guy that gets no bitches
And I tell my friends that I don't mind
But it's actually eating me alive
One day you loved me
And now you can't look at me in my f*cking eyes
Maybe I lied- I miss you honey
And babe don't deny- I'm kinda funny
I want to find something different
But every guy just isn't hitting
You said you thought I wanted friendship
I don't know who lied but thats just bullshit
You may be kind and I'm pretentious
But your still the guy who needs fictitious
And I tell my friends that I don't mind
But it's actually turning my insides
One day you want it
And now your friends are just giving me the eyes