In my nose Video (MV)

I ain't living in the past but I just can't let that shit go
I been feeling so defeated I just pick it up and roll
Feeling like I got a future but I'm trapped inside a hole
Tell me what's the f*ckin meaning in this life if I just float

I don't wanna live my life if all I'll ever be's a ghost
I don't wanna have a future if I'll always be alone
Trynna fight off all my demons but instead they slit my throat
Only time I'm feeling different's with some powder in my nose

I don't wanna live my life if all I'll ever be's a ghost
I don't wanna have a future if I'll always be alone
Trynna fight off all my demons but instead they slit my throat
Only time I'm feeling different's with some powder in my nose

Don't put no faith in me
If I smile just know I'm faking it
Ain't got no f*cking dreams cause If I did Then id be chasing it
Roll a blunt then I'm facing it
Mask on little bitch I'm taking it aye
Dont budge then I'm braking it
Crack the seal and then I'm drankin it aye

Got to many problems in my head that I just can't let go
Don't try to stop my way of life cause that's just how I cope
What's best for you is bad for me and that's just how it goes
Can't live without it cause my creatures they control my soul

I don't wanna live my life if all I'll ever be's a ghost
I don't wanna have a future if I'll always be alone
Trynna fight off all my demons but instead they slit my throat and
Only time I'm feeling different's with some powder in my nose

I don't wanna live my life if all I'll ever be's a ghost
I don't wanna have a future if I'll always be alone
Trynna fight off all my demons but instead they slit my throat
Only time I'm feeling different's with some powder in my nose