Uh, okay, put into this life, it turned to 100 situations
I'm supposed to be relaxing but this passion don't allow it
If i f*cked up once, let it slide, just let me learn a bit
But if you fall for that trap, that's a wrap up, case closed
And, dm my phone, asking me what beat ill kill next
That's too personal, i sleep hoping God can relive the stress
Eager killing everyone, just think about my next paycheck
But don't think too hard, i'll just hit you with a "decent guess"
Too many blessings for depression
None of that can be for me
And when you turn on a freestyle it better be tipsy
And when it's back and forth after a few discussions
Pour that liquor up, it's time for you to learn something
I know you miss the days that i was all on you
I know you feel me cause nothing about you has changed
How come i stacked for a rainy day and it still ain't rained?
How come you work for cash but still continue and complain?
Cause situations play out, i went from stressed to being blessed
I'm behind erick and dar cause they superstars to me
How am i supposed to be consistent but never have motivation?
How am i supposed to make another hit when i dont have the patience?
They say "hard work pays off" and ive seen the numbers rise
And ive also seen decline, thats a part of an artist right?
No, dont take this the wrong way
Nothing about this is complain
I'm still figuring out the ways
So i write for distraction
But this is also a passion, letting down is a fear
Sometimes i hope the snap is worth it, so i can just disappear
Uh, Sometimes i hope the snap is worth it so i can just disappear
Put into this life, it turned to 100 situations
I'm supposed to be relaxing but this passion don't allow it
If i f*cked up once, let it slide, just let me learn a bit
But if you fall for that trap, that's a wrap up, case closed
And, im supposed to be relaxing, this passion makes that impossible
I don't sit up with my feet up, i know how to be humble
Know a little thing or 2, i know how to find myself back
And if 1k starts to plummet, then start the rollout right now