Love is hard sometimes I know
Gets harder when i get home
I'm feeling like I have a hole
Cutting deep down through my soul
I'm Wondering how you have been
I'm missing the good old days
I'm so scared to call you now
All because my old mistakes
I'm waiting, waiting...
Smoking different cigarettes
Drowning, drowning
Getting as drunk as I can
And i keep falling apart
But i'll be right where you are
Uh-uh
It doesn't matter anymore
This life will give me so much more
And I feel better on my own
But that you already know
I almost feel like a child
By the way you treat me
And i hope that someday
You can realize it
I don't know what you been thinking
But it's not like was before
And i'm still
Waiting, waiting...
Smoking different cigarettes
Drowning, drowning
Getting as drunk as I can
And i keep falling apart
But i'll be right where you are
Uh-uh