I just wanted to know
Why can't I climb my way out
Of thoughts that scream to lay me in the ground
I'm fading away
Beneath all these thoughts
I'm burning my bridges
And counting my scars
Searching for light
I lie wide awake
I feel so self loathing
I self deprecate
I can't feel love
Not even for myself
I just wanted to know
Why can't I climb my way out
Of thoughts that scream to lay me in the ground
I just wanted to show it's not the best side of me
I hold the weight of the world
As I sink beneath the sea
I can't feel love
Not even for myself
And I isolate
In all the pain I've ever felt
This is the climb
I have to face
This a life
I cannot waste
I just wanted to know
Why can't I climb my way out
Of thoughts that scream to lay me in the ground
I just wanted to show it's not the best side of me
I hold the weight of the world
As I sink beneath the sea