Penelope Grace - on your eyes Lyrics

Maybe its my fault, thats the lie that I'll tell
When you don't come home
I should've known
Cry out to me, can you still feel things
I just wanna see you, see your soul
Before I lose you in the wind
Do you even know where you are
Why should I care
Are you even aware of who you are
Do you even see the stars
Or is it your mind, playing tricks
On your eyes
You'll say things and forget in morning
And I'm left wondering, if thats really what you mean
And I'll try and force myself to eat
Cause I lose my appetite when you speak
The guilt overwhelms me, and I'm tripping over my feet
What makes it so hard to love me
I want you to come back, but I never mean that
Just want you to apologize to 7 year old me
Do you even know where you are
Why should I care
Are you even aware of who you are
Do you even see the stars
Or is it your mind, playing tricks
On your eyes
I feel the sorrow dripping from your cheeks
Poison lingering from you when we meet
You're so desperately aching for touch
But everything breaks, that your skin goes above