Penelope Scott - You Should Know Lyrics

It's not a very big deal
I just thought Heaven would glow
I lost my life to get here
And I'm so f*cking bored

I don't wanna die this way and you should know
But I'm looking at your eyes and you super f*ckin' don't
I wanna steal a car and crash it right into court
F*ck someone's professor even if it's not my own
'Cause I don't wanna go like this
So goddam bored
I don't wanna live this way
And you should know

Looking at the sky and I can't believe it's real
It looks so f*cking synthetic
I don't know how to feel
Settle on nothing
And I'm gonna burn it down
Rip it like a curtain
Toss it to the ground
'Cause I don't wanna go this way and you should know
But I'm looking at your eyes and God you just don't
Walk into the ocean
And swim away
Trade a boring life for
One real bad day