Penguins Never Jump - Not Myself Lyrics

Here I'm spending lonely hours
I can feel I'm going deeper
As I'm losing all my power
I feel the breathing of the reaper
And the walls don't seem to listen
Only echoes they reflect
Inside my self-made prison
Where the screams have no effect
Don't know how to act
Don't know how to be
But to be myself
Is simply not like me
And you tell me to come closer
As you try to reach my hand
But my fear is the composer
Of things you'll never understand
Don't know how to act
Don't know how to be
But to be myself
Is simply not like me
Don't know how to act
Don't know how to be
When I'm not myself
I look so much like me