Penny Circus - Something New Lyrics

Was feeling like I needed something new
So I got a new tattoo
I let an apprentice play my therapist
For an hour or two
I wonder what he thinks of me
I wonder what I might have said wrong
Cause when I speak sometimes
I think my mind and my mouth aren't connected at all
I'll always wonder what they think of me
Alone is always where I'd rather be
But the ghosts that hide in my closet remind me
In whispers while I sleep
And even if I'd like to forget
They remember every word I've ever said
I was just a stupid kid back then
How long will I be carrying all the weight for him
Cause I've been carrying it all
And even if I'd like to forget
They remember every word I've ever said
I was just a stupid kid back then
I'm peeling dead skin off my tattoo
Wishing one day I could feel like I'm brand new
But I can't forget all the words my mouth said
That my mind didn't get to think through