Penny Eau - even jesus turned water into wine Lyrics

Give me a break
I'm just tryna take the edge of from this day
In an innocent way
It hurts sometimes but hey, it's legal anyway

Even Jesus turned water to wine
Pretty sure that makes this benign
Got it down to the days that end in "y"

I never miss a class or a late night
Cs long as I've got this as an ally
I could say I'm in control
But it'd be a lie
Fine

Once day bruises to night I
Can't help but swim in cold tides
Make every thought come home to
Let me be someone brand new

You'll find me there
On the edge of where
Sweet release meets desperate despair

Once I start I can't stop I
Drink it all till the last drop

Give me some space
I'm just tryna find a place where I feel safe
He says "go home, it's late"
But home is where the hurt is, I'm afraid

Feels like I'm running into traffic
Cnd you're not impressed by havoc
Guess I'm looking for a saviour, it's so classic

I swear I'm seeking out healers
Cnd always ending up with dealers
Numbness is relieving till the morning hurts

Once day bruises to night I
Can't help but swim in cold tides
Make every thought come home to
Let me be someone brand new

You'll find me there
On the edge of where
Sweet release meets desperate despair

Once I start I can't stop I
Drink it all till the last drop

The poison doesn't choose its victim
In that sense there's no discrimination in addiction
Young, old, it's all the same
No one ever chooses to be this way
So they keep saying,
"you don't look like an addict to me,"
But what does an addict even look like?
It's like handpicking cans out of the sea,
Trying to tackle these problems I'm facing
I can't drown them so I drown myself from the inside out
So...can you top me off?

Once day bruises to night I
Can't help but swim in cold tides
Make every thought come home to
Let me be someone brand new

You'll find me there
On the edge of where
Sweet release meets desperate despair

Once I start I can't stop I
Drink it all till the last drop