Pent Dimely - Outta Mind Lyrics

I'm taking my belongings I don't need you here in my life
I'm sick of never being able to sleep until sunlight
I'm sad it took a depression to understand my own worth
I'm sick of you never really caring if I was hurt

I know you love to read and now someone's writing about ya
Don't care if it's from me, if you disagree, then I doubt ya
Never cared about my thoughts, I'll use your friends as my voucher
Because you only tore me down, now I can't wait to live without ya

And I'm stronger without you in my life
Can't believe I didn't read between the lines
You no longer deceive me with your lies
Cuz I'm done with you out of sight and out of mind

You caused me to make me bleed, and hate myself because of it
Bandaged it with more hate, and a bottle full of confidence
Banished all my feelings away because it was bottomless
Saw my mental deteriorating as a consequence

Vomitus nights, and I saw a profitl-ess future
In a metropolis of options, just a stagnating producer,
With a dream to win a Grammy but was stuck at my computer
Writing love song after love song with no chance you'd be a viewer

But then it finally all clicked, a safety belt in my mind
I need to move along, I'm tired of being behind
Forgave myself for shit that I persecuted myself for
And found all of your shit and deleted it from my cellphone

I know you'll hate this song, but I didn't make it for you
I wrote it for myself and the people who's going through
The same shit I felt, cuz what else am I s'pposed to do
Now that I'm sipping for accomplishments and not because of you

And I'm stronger without you in my life
Can't believe I didn't read between the lines
You no longer deceive me with your lies
Cuz I'm done with you out of sight and out of mind

Got me contemplating shit that I wouldn't even admit to my mother
Let alone my brothers
But you got me reminiscing bout the shit from our past
But I quickly bounce back, cuz I knew it would never last
F*ck the older times, I would never look back
My goal to make you smile, my goal to make you laugh
I gloat about my raps, but Never gloated bout you
The only way I make you laugh now, is to say I loved you

And I'm stronger without you in my life
Can't believe I didn't read between the lines
You no longer deceive me with your lies
Cuz I'm done with you out of sight and out of mind