Optimism, pessimism fighting in my head
Are things good or are they bad, how soon will I be dead?
Wallowing and make-believing carry me along
How do I undo this tangle, how do I move on?
Find the love inside myself / Find the love inside my hell
Find the love inside my shell / Find the love inside myself
Holy visions, profane dreams are fighting in my bed
So obsessed with finding meaning, enjoy it all instead
Wake up to a restless nation, tied up with the hate
Praying for annihilation, I won't take the bait