I realized my dad's a loner
I think that I'm a loner too
Went to a party, lots of people that I knew
I had to leave
I didn't say goodbye to anyone
I walked my bike across the city
The wheels worked fine but my head was spinning
And every thought another baseball card
Scraped against the spokes
I keep avoiding folks
When I'm home I need to get out
When I'm out I need to leave
My mom says that I don't try enough
But every time I try it seems so tough
And every one that I know that has someone
Seems to stay home having fun
Watching Netflix and f*cking
I don't want to become stagnant
A rotten pool creative fragment
Maybe I want something
No one can give me
Not even myself