Feeling like I wanna give up
The dysmorphia is getting bad with me
So what, even if we just f*ck this thing that we are will get ahead of me"Just kidding, I want to fall back"
This feels like a trap to get me back to you
Wishing I wasn't here
Too many thoughts in my head
I gotta stay here 'cause I survive when I pretend
I guess I wasn't so alone 'cause when I picked up the phone you asked me if I was home
Guess what
I'm not
You party nonstop
Never ask how I feel
Especially when he appears back
You know what I think I'm so over this
Years been here and you still hold you artifice with me
Feeling like I wanna give up
The dysmorphia is getting bad with me
So what, even if we just f*ck this thing that we are will get ahead of me"Just kidding, I want to fall back"
This feels like a trap to get me back to you
Wishing I wasn't here
Too many thoughts in my head
I gotta stay here 'cause I survive when I pretend
I'm so over this
I want to fall back
This feels like a trap to get me back to you
Wishing I wasn't here
Wishing I wasn't here
Wishing I wasn't here
Wishing I wasn't here
So what, even if we just f*ck this thing that we are will get ahead of me
I'm so over this
I survive
I survive
I survive
I survive when I pretend