Peskii. - TwentySix. Lyrics

This ones a tip of the hat

Just hold me close

Look
I can't begin to explain this level of depression
Deep down in my brain, negative thoughts, excessive
I'm filled with so much pain, it's actually impressive
Moving fast in my lane, got mad road aggression

I got my foot on this gas, just to keep the tension
Burning down the same, just to battle my depression
Placing bricks every day, just to build a section
Most fly Angel's in the sky, they lead my protection

And I forgot to mention
Finally my birthday, again with bad intentions, there have been worse days
Three, six, five.. A G O, posted with B
Stretched out, four paws down on the floor comforting me
Soaking in tears, sulking in memories from before
Now this day marks 2 years 11 months since YOU
My best friend, called by the good Lord

Que paso mijo. I'm trying to answer your call and uh.. I'm sorry but uh.. i'm with Johnny It's why. So.. I don't hear you when you call me.. God Bless you, eh? Ahhkay. Call me When you have a chance.. I hope that you.. are.. uh.. are doing very well on this day Call me when you have time.. Okay? Bye

Just hold me close

Posted in the studio
Crushed! I'm all alone

Sitting here playing these old recordings off my phone
Grasping to hope of new memories instead of embracing being on my own

Everyday feels like I'm pleading
Its hurting
In every way I be searching praying that it ain't certain
That you're... gone

And when you go... I will be so sad

Cause now I'm SO sad
Today I'm supposed to celebrate, yet times that we've had are on my soul
Let's elevate, got gold... Gates thought to be in heaven
There's no pretending. I feel your presence. No leverage. Full-blown peace
Saying the same prayers since I was eleven. In Spanish
Mi Angelito de mi Guardia
No reason to panic. No more pain. No wreaking havoc
Screaming! F*ck cancer! I can't stand it

Que paso mijo! I'm waiting for you

And when you go.. I will be so sad

Now when you see me
I'm smiling
And now that I've

Finally come to terms with myself and what's inside
I'm so happy for the memories and all those times
We were there for each other to wake all those tides

Spent my time in the darkness, helped turned on that light
Clawed my way out the tunnel, holding on so tight
You lead the way and I'm grateful, I keep my head high
I'm twenty six and I miss you. You're always by my side

Que paso mijo? Call me as soon as you can, eh? I gonna wait for your call