Pete Barta - Aware Lyrics

I could open my mouth and trip over every word trying to capture this thought
And stumble over myself, attempt to explain the feelings that our dialogue brought
But something underneath my skin is pounding to get out
And I won't crack the case until I learn what it's about
I could open my mouth and tell you I need some sleep tomorrow we'll hash it out

You could probably guess, my passing comments were brush strokes of a larger picture
And you see the darkest shades, no I can't hide this from you, the undiluted mixture
But something you bring out of me is honest and sincere
Cause you can smash enameled courage lined with primal fear
You could probably guess, it's nothing complex at all, I simply wish you were here

I feed you apologies cause I know sometimes it seems you bring the worst out of me
I know that it's not the case, it's just an honest mistake I think we all tend to make
We pour our hearts out to the ones we love only to ask
That they forgive us for the simple, natural, honest act
Sometimes we're just not okay, we've only sad words to say, I won't lie, that's me today