Peter France - Rustling, Glistening Lyrics

I've been coming to some new conclusions
I thought I lost my head but I lost my soul
I've been working through some deep confusions
I try to leave my headdress at the door

I been running away from institutions
Trying to find a way to stay in control
But I still can't see through my delusions
Still finding a way to hate me more

I used to think the answer was seclusion
But that'll turn a bed to a coffin, for sure
And I'm not looking for that kind of conclusion
I still need some time to explore