When I was 12 years old I was so afraid of a plane
Now you can't keep me out the sky
'Cause I'm not afraid to die anymore
You grew your wings way too young
What you need's not what I want
But it's not about me is it?
You don't know what you've done
Swept my feet I can't run
I'm at my limit
You've been gone for way too long momma I don't know what to do
Can you hear me crying know your baby boy ain't who you thought you knew
Wish I could start over
When my heart could be sober
Now I'm down and drinking alone, drinking alone, drinking alone
Now I'm just drinking alone, drinking alone, I'm drinking alone
When I was twenty eight years old I was so afraid of a pill
Now I'm busy getting high and I don't care if I ever go and come back down
I lost my faith way too young
Now what I need is what I want to pay you a visit
But the only way we'd meet up is if I used this loaded gun and pulled the trigger
You've been gone for way too long momma I don't know what to do
Can you hear me crying know your baby boy ain't who you thought you knew
Wish I could start over
When my heart could be sober
Now I'm down and drinking alone, drinking alone, drinking alone
Now I'm just drinking alone, drinking alone, I'm drinking alone