What Am I Video (MV)

Lost in this game of life, tryna find my dues
Conflict of assignment wondering why abide what I go through
You couldn't survive a mile or try sprint if you rocked my shoes
Hard work, sacrifices, come back twice as much and time will show

But I'm lost and I'm confused, what am I to do
Caught between my pride and my mood, what am I to do
Seems like nun I do right so what am I to do
Tired of tryna dispute when y'all close minded, what am I to do
I'm climbing through obstacles but that's besides the point
Cause things out my control just hold me back so what am I to do
I'm recluse, out the loop, mean what am I to do
Aint no excuse I'll jus keep doin what I gotta do

But what am I, confused, what am I, perculiar
So they try to play me like a fool, cause I'm not in school
Yea I could get a normal job, 9-5 like you
But I'm reclusive and exclusive and I'm not like you
I live my life, live yours, focused on I, man mind your own
I'm kind, they rude , but why would I confine I'm not gon stoop
Cause I'm astute so I'm amused how they try pry my mood
But I'm too nice, they take it lightly, feelin like I'm used
Don't try accuse me why assume, you just tryna diffuse
Ion move on rumors, I move based on honest views
I'm sole in mind, me and society don't coincide at all
Don't waste the time you use cause you can't get that time renewed

But I'm lost and I'm confused, what am I to do
Caught between my pride and my mood, what am I to do
Seems like nun I do right so what am I to do
Tired of tryna dispute when y'all close minded, what am I to do
Climbing through obstacles that's besides the point
Cause things out my control just hold me back so what am I to do
I'm recluse, out the loop, mean what am I to do
Aint no excuse I'll jus keep doin what I gotta do

I done grew over time, tryna right my wrongs
Tryna decide my life, I live for I, this is not for you
Gotta do it for my sisters and my Momma too
Uncles, aunts, and Pops
And those who doubt keep me on top my goals
I been slight searching for signs, but I ain't got em tho
Say prayers every night but ain't nobody been responding to em
And they aint responding to my music when I'm dropping jewels
Ain't fond of my tone, but I ain't really wit the auto tune
Look so what am I to do, do I stop or go
Do I change my view for you, or I just not give up
Them questions rhetorical I couldn't be not myself
So I push through to do impossible like Thomas Cruise

But I'm lost and I'm confused, what am I to do
Caught between my pride and my mood, what am I to do
Seems like nun I do right so what am I to do
Tired of tryna dispute when y'all close minded, what am I to do
I'm climbing through obstacles that's besides the point
Cause things out my control just hold me back so what am I to do
I'm recluse, out the loop, mean what am I to do
Aint no excuse I'll jus keep doin what I gotta do

I gotta do what I got to and I been tryna pursue
My dream that been my goal since six years old, I ain't just rhyming to
But I waste passion, so why put all of this time into it
If Yall ont hear me well atleast I'll try to guide the youth
Ion promote violence all the time or gotta lie to you
False advertise, influence ruin, try to blind your view
But it's like that's what they wanna hear so what am I to do
But I'll forever be my own so I cannot conform
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I go ku in the stu, more like majin buu
They like you up next, I'm the truth, they just probable
But I'm lost and I'm confused, what am I to do