Called her phone she was pissed off
Push me away keeping distance
Need some lean up in my system
Need some lean up in my system
Going through these motions
Feel like I'm drowning in the ocean
Sipping on these potions
Tryna balance my emotions
Codeine, sprite
Feeling, nice
Diamonds, ice
Flashing lights
Broken, hearts
Demon, art
Fall apart
Speeding, cars
Codeine, sprite
Feeling, nice
Diamonds, ice
Flashing lights
Broken, hearts
Demon, art
Fall apart
Speeding, cars
Hop in the Beamer I'm speeding
Every night I'm fighting demons
I just be sad for no reason
Might blow a bag for no reason
Just tryna block out these feelings
But that shit don't got no meaning
My heart is cold, it's freezing
Sometimes I wish I was dreaming
I got a whole in my chest
Running I'm chasing these checks
I can't get sleep I can't rest
She told me she loves me through text
That shit is super complex
Losing my mind I'm a mess
Going crazy I cannot pretend
Sipping on lean for the stress
Going through these motions
Feel like I'm drowning in the ocean
Sipping on these potions
Tryna balance my emotions