drop it! Video (MV)

I be fighting mic with a pipe most times it's a draw
Dealt a shit hand the joker is the only card that I draw
But i didn't start off poor I had a house with a big carport and a pool
Shit went south around grade 6 in school

Had a cone and a cap with that
Before you know I was packing fat
Pushing points stacking grams of rack
Around the time that I started rap
I thought the pipe would make me an acrobat

Lyrically retrospect it's clear to me
The only reason it was helping cause it was killing me
Wrote my words down to a beat
I don't recall year 6 or the next 3

By 10 I lost who I used to be
And a few friends but more realistically they lost me
Yeah more realistically they lost me

4am tossing turning while my lips are burning
Cold sweats stained my bed taped up my curtains
Feeling like I lost it swallowing bars with a faucet
Stop it hands shaking trying not to drop it

(dro-o-op it drop it drop it try try try tryin tryin not to drop it drop it drop it try try tryin tryin)

4am tossing turning while my lips are burning
Cold sweats stained my bed taped up my curtains
Feeling like I lost it swallowing bars with a faucet
Stop it hands shaking trying not to drop it

(dro-o-op it drop it drop it try try try tryin tryin not to drop it drop it drop it try try tryin tryin)

4am tossing turning while my lips are burning
Cold sweats stained my bed taped up my curtains
Feeling like I lost it swallowing bars with a faucet
Stop it hands shaking trying not to drop it

(dro-o-op it drop it drop it try try try tryin tryin not to drop it drop it drop it try try tryin tryin)

Sorry stealing from you Ma
Just to cop another bar and a pip crashed 3 cars I swear I'd get you another whip
When I'm rich ignore my twitch
When I said I got a sty in my eye twas a lie
I was high with my blood shot eyes
Lips chapped burn fingers and my mouth's dry
I promise that it's the last time

But that's not the first time that you heard me lie
Um yeah I don't blame you for not believing me