The pressures of the world have me hiding from myself
Now with every word I'm slipping farther in my hell
You'll never truly know
How much I wanna go back and change my ways
Always remembering my wretched mistakes
Can't express emotions so I keep them to myself
My bodies frozen trying to kill myself
I'm failing
My thoughts they ail me
I'm a fool
Oh it's true
It's like there's nowhere left to go
I'm here left on my own
I need a gunshot remedy
Forcing a change on the inside of me
Fighting myself from digging my own grave
The voices in my head all say I'm hiding from myself
Won't know who I am now
My souls been expelled
Can't express emotions so I keep then to myself
My bodies frozen trying to kill myself
I'm failing
My thoughts they ail me
I'm a fool
Oh it's true
It's like there's nowhere left to go
I'm here left on my own
I need a gunshot remedy
Feeling melancholy
I know that I'm not worthy
Wishing that life would hurry
Smite me down
Make me blurry
All I know is pain
Feeling melancholy
I know that
I'm not worthy
Wishing that life would hurry
Smite me down
Make me blurry
All I know is pain
Fight the urge to make it end
Fight the urge to make it end