Regretting Video (MV)

I've been regretting my past
I've been running from my mare, my nightmare
Tell me, who am I to you?
She did not answer
Our love is like broken glass
I can't mend it
I am bleedin'
I can't be found
No-one's looking
I'm on probation
Instagram caught her supervisin'
I know my past, I went through it
You know my last, didn't mean it
But I guess time changes, people change, it did change me
I guess the time we spent, money I spent, it did change you
That's why I kept looking what's left on the backseat
I've been running from my mare, my nightmare
Why do I have hopes that are too high?
Do I really like what the answers are?
All the same nothing new
Just me and my rue
I don't know how to feel
I cannot appeal
All these feelings that I have
I could only kill myself
My self, in this shit by my self
The blame is on my shelf
Tell me who am I to you?
She did not answer
Tell me who am I to you?
She did not answer