Phi Kenzie - Dwindle Lyrics

To those who say I'm insane for being the me that I am
Why you shaming and blaming when we can all play the game
We're all the same as a people, you can't just claim that I'm evil
I'm just the banger on speaker, I speak of language and ethos
I know your pain is so real but what you aim it at me for
I'm not the source of your anger, that shit's an anchor you sink or
Swim on away from, your tongue is stuck on some pirates and ships
Don't be an apple, ya captained yourself right into a ditch
I wish you'd rest your aggression, but it don't make me depressed
My guess you wrestle in headaches like every person on Earth and
I hope and bet you'll get better the more accepting it gets
Don't hold the weight of the world and you won't feel worthless, I'm certain
You deserve to be burdenless but don't shirk your own work
No one is perfect but curving your hate at me is just worse
Inflating ego's to burst and deranging thinking and reason
We should be family, for first, and get hand in hand in agreement

Shrinking, always shrinking
Thought my life was on the brink
Until I found it in the beat and it turned out to be a dream
Smaller, ever smaller
And the positives are tall
As the negatives dwindle, dwindle, dwindle until they fall

You can't expect me to love you if you won't try for yourself
You've got a wealth of intelligence, why you banking on wells
Take your coins out the toilet and get some change in your pocket
What's in your wallet? Mine's empty since I been spending on projects
Some profit comes from experience, I invested in college
Call it debt but I'm better off than if I took a job with-
Out the ingestion of knowledge I'd be a mess of an artist
My stomach f*cked up and starving, instead I'm growing my gardens
You got the heart and the strength inside you to harness the darkest
Parts of your being and change 'em into a radiant star with
Your amazement and charm, I see you raising the bar, if
You've been hardened or trained to be dangerous or alarmist
Believe it's weakness to think this way or reveal that your harmless
Or too far gone, or a monster, you're way more human and farthest
Away from doomed or departed, you're a part of our future, regardless
You have a beautiful blooming you who's been waiting for harvest

Shrinking, always shrinking
Think your life is on the brink
Why not find it in a thing and watch it turn out like a dream
Smaller, ever smaller
And the positives are tall
As the negatives dwindle, dwindle, dwindle until they fall

We're more alike than we're different, we know there's light in the distance
We go through life and existence although we die in an instant
We're the fire Olympic, if life's a fight we can win this
We will perspire and tire, but get more fitness than gymnasts
Our litmus test is our best and a testament to commitments
To beat our records and set more so we can wreck 'em with interest
In time we climb up our ladder until we shatter our limits
And lift right outta the stratus to straddle Atlas and witness
A galaxy asking us to unpack all that's in it
We gon' be blasting off astronauts 'til we land on a living
Planet, so Asimov, after all it won't be science fiction
We'll touch on capricorn, hands are warm on our zodiac mission
We'll hug the astral kodiak, ursa verses so vicious
And take a dip in the bigger, the little scritching our itches
We'll visit universes that we can't observe at this minute
It's never over, ya know, we'll just start anew when we finish

Shrinking, always shrinking
Like our life ain't on the brink
Paint our future blue-pink-white-pink-blue, it's you, and me, no dream
Smaller, ever smaller
And the positives are tall
As the negatives dwindle, dwindle, dwindle until they fall