Still Waters Video (MV)

First I shiver in the river, creep deeper until I'm limber
Cling to heat between my innards, sink and sit within the sinners
Steam the hedonist who's hearing this, beats their meat for dinner
Eating inward seeming thinner, really beefing up their demons
Teaming up with inner peace greed for grease won't seem to splinter
Intermission at the inning to breathe and realize you're dreamin'
Schema lied in wait for eons, be honest with your feelings
Heal the beaten and defeat deceit that's seeded in your thinking
Second help yourself or else detect arrestive ethics
Reckless retch a wreck for decades echo retroactive message
Pressed so expertly in memory, tempurpedic genes
Clean the creases and conceits of eager ego superseding
Peaceful trio linked in lingo, ink succinct inklings so tingly
Kinks in thinking intermingled singled out as freaks so Ringling
Lead the ring to bring the wordless trapeze easing to the surface
Curtains burned I see observance with no purpose as absurdist

Turns the earnest to hermits concerned with their term of service
Circuit breaking circus work a cirque depraved in sermon churches
Pray for worth to cure the pain, pay the papal with your shame
State your name and language anguish stapled to the brain
Cain's an Abelist enabled this so shake the bane off backs
Proper course to stop remorse in opting for your honest path
Drop the avalanche of answers supplanted by rod and staff
And lop off branches of cancerous hobbies rotting in your past
Third get learned in insurgent discernment spurred by friend or foe
Lend your soul to the open, those who close you let it go
Head and shoulders move forward when led by lead in your boots
Dragging through the dregs of truth that set you loose and blessed your youth
Respect your roots to check for clues expect invective, extra proof
You stepped into a set of tepid foolish bred genetic pools
Epidemic in the tutelage, hooligans at the school
Test to set the record, projectors on tenured use

Tempered students cooly cruising but the ember's red as ever
Semper fi indentured life I signed away to gain a debt or
Left my checkbook in the drain to get invested in the rain
Speculating at detainment entailed in containing flame
A heinous ledger of lecherous etch-a-sketch erected blame
Feigning sameness is aimless insanely trained to be tame
Estranging unique from you, into a eunuch who drools
And shoots the screwed up infusion into the thoughts of the cruel
The ruling analyst class is compact with tactics in taxes
But lacks this activist axis on which to balance with ballast
A fallacy making pallid a pallette patched up with plastic
Like Cratchit crashing a bash with stacks of cash and a callous
And calculated hatred waiting to fray it's way into space
Sprays unsated displayed and inflamed by caging in the chase
Of ancient anxious contagions deranged as pagans on the page
Paid to stave off and flay the unfavored graded by a phage

Strangely traded ingratiated and laid into by age
Staged to rule decaying tools they later use to create a craze
Of fazers razing erasing and placing pacers in a phase
Of looping lazy and stupid, explain they're cruelty makes you raise up
From your stasis and take utter degradation under phrases of
Praise so complacent and fake it taints your patient grace
Made of mutters and angrily fudging numbers cooking books
Statements cut up and pasted to run a front of sugar looks
Taste of butter just face it your cover's done and pulled your hood
As a wasted nudnik who shouldn't interface with goodness, would you could
But it took you ages to be gracious and put your hate on the page understood
That your rage is a pud, a filet with a hook, and it changes your place from a sage to a crook
The way back is to practice, intimate at pacifist passions
Relate to stabs at your assets and tank the last that it happened
Bade a pitter patter pattern badder than a maddened adder
Played the zig and zag on agar staggered haggard at your bladder

Pack your bags and bat your lashes batten hatches in your cabin
Captain cap and gown are gasping now, a Casper sound you gladly add in
Pad your papers ask for favors tabulate then wag for neighbors
Dash for mates or manage dates in a manic state if you panic wager
Wayz and caviar as tact with mattapan maps taking ativan naps
Like an adamant animate cannabis addict inhabiting rattling trains on tracks
Battle in backflips, keep your dreams in gymnastics
To addle blacklists and tackle the scenes you've seen from your mattress
I passed the classes and graduated to acting for access
I back the stages, bodacious low wages, agents on axes
Sat erratic when casted for latent SAG's in my status
And AFTRA stayed in disastrous relationships to be hapless
I've had this knack for belated unfathomed happiness chasing
That lands me smack on the pavement with cracks in brackets abrasions
And tacit turns in a cavern to mask my yearnings and shatter
My plan, scattered to tatters my rags so averagely standard

Captured battles in capsules and jotted bottled up toxins
I'm talkin' novels and annals of ample conks to my noggin
Oxygen was a hassle I locked my id in a castle
And walked right into an inhibitive timid wimp of an asshole
Saddled atlases racking my lobes map was in wrapping the globe
Tracked through my pageant of homes with magic in marrow, my bones
Embarrassed awareness of hairless hope below clavicle
Grapple wearing the clothes that I own impactful of all that I know
Comparing appearance in bare with tears over old actual
Classical fear of my whole unraveled to be an adult
No paddle the creek is my boat, I travel upstream with no row
The salmon competing with flow, I dance with the deep and I float
Sand on the beach is too slow so ran with my feet undertow
Damned the unbeatable moat and swam through the sleet when it snowed
I stand in the heat and the cold and channel the sea and the poles
Entranced by advances commanded damage redeemed in the holes

Bandaged heebie jeebies jeepers creepers holy moly's
Molding candor in your sleep that seeps beneath your roly poly
Shell of a holding cell ever grown with selvedge denim dealt in a diving bell
Ocean swells to icy L's I hike and delve to heights and dwell
On choice as well as cloistered zealots voice in self rejoice and tell it
Join in celebration case in point enjoy inkwells sit
Seldom bathe in yellow rays and lay in shade amaze the day embrace
The welcome say your thank you's please unshelve some anger aged emblaze
The hellstrom of tanqueray in your vein at the delta
Helter skelter the well of unwell you've felt since you held up
Engaging belles and the fellas and knelt to gauging your laces
The race is well underway in current straits up to bases
Of Annapurna and churn up the planets heard of observing
Abandoned sherpas and camps family and dirge for an urchin
Urgent inversions of verses that surge and serve an oasis
Courageous stern in conserving nature's imperfect formations

Audacious merger of journey and searching inward for basis
Of basic nurture and fertile location gave as quotations
With sured assurance insurance in turn will curb your voracious
Injured persistence per witness forget this hurt in four payments
Pained in stages rotations or quake with aches like you're bacon
Remain awake the duration 'til further fervor goes aces
I surfed for pervs on some servers when maybe thirteen no shameless
But ingrained so much dangerous inane strain at home bases
Go braceless though makeshift with kisses gone bi in my childhood
Cried a while 'cause I had belied a right to identity
Sent remembering reveries pics of dresses, my style's good
Whiled 'til lying online to feel right blind from obscenity
And the end was a revelation of patience to speak
Be myself at my healthiest in no need of retreat
I'm an elite innovative, indelibly I'm the greatest Al
Eviating the jealous a real angelic free-made Elle