Phia - Suicide Mission Lyrics

Jokes on me
I'm the laughing stock
I wish to flee
But the exits blocked
I don't got any strings but somethings controlling me
I'm starting to sink away from reality
But my heart can't escape
All my scars on display

This society we live in
Is more like a prison
Wish I hadn't been given
This suicide mission
Suicide mission
This pressure I'm livin'
Suicide mission
Dying to fit in

I hate myself
Trying to play the part
These intrusive thoughts
Are tearing me apart
I'm tired of being twisted in desirable positions
All I been wishing is to love what I've been given
But my mind can't escape
What online has to say

This society we live in
Is more like a prison
Wish I hadn't been given
This suicide mission
Suicide mission
This pressure I'm livin'
Suicide mission

Self-destruction
My obsession
Comparing myself
Against everyone else
And I'm not ok

This Society we live in
Is more like a prison
Wish I hadn't been given
This suicide mission
Suicide mission
This pressure I'm livin'
Suicide mission
Dying to fit in