Phil Gawen - Jailbird Lyrics

I was so down, no one around
I had a devil deep inside of my soul
Nobody dared to exorcise it, I know
I had a bad attitude

Push and shoving, all or nothing
I didn't care about morals or values
I didn't think they made the world go round
Thinking heavy

If this is a dream I am in
Please let me wake up now
So many years it has been
Please let me touch those clouds

I want to dream of birds
I want to pray inside a church
I want to love and touch
I want to have another chance at living

I was so glad, friends and gray plaid
Was this a miracle that took me by storm?
No time to think, I'm paid to do what I'm told
And I was flying so high

If that was a dream I was in
I couldn't wake up then
And after the blood, sweat and tears
Don't think I'll ever win

I know, I've sinned
So, I will pray inside a church
I want to beat and kick and hurt
I want to have another chance at living
Chance at giving, chance at winning
So, they let me go

I was so down, no one around
He had a feeling that he couldn't control
He didn't know how, so he had to fold
No more chances, shit