Phil Gawen - The Big Gig Lyrics

I did not want to hurt your egomania
Feeling like a criminal, what did I do?
Sly, like a cat you see me pulling out
Cause the odds are too high
The weight is pulling me down, down

Down the hatch, 'got no head on my shoulders
I do what I'm told, 'afraid of losing you
I don't really need it and I really mean it
You've got rocks in your hands
And I'm made of glass

And I just hate this false reality
When I enjoy what I do, it's what I want to do
And I'm afraid you've lost your faith in me
Like you've always done, leaving me cold and

Your loving silence seems to complicate my flow
As I speak through my heart and soul
You make me smile
Through the saddest moments, girl

But now we're back at the start
And I don't know my part too well
You can tell
You save me, then you break me
I'm a nervous wreck, oh

When this is over will you treat me well?
Or will you hold a grudge against me
Put me up for sale?
Do you understand? When you take my hand
You're part of me
Don't leave me out to be sun dried

You're one in a million and you're by my side
Anywhere you go, you'll be between my eyes
If that isn't love, I'm gonna to trip and fall
Flat on my face, straight into disgrace
Give me a break, see what's at stake

Oh no, now don't you pout
'Feel like a Santa Claus
Who's wrapped up every single doubt
You say you're losing your mind
Well, I'm losing mine
But I won't let you go and cause my mental suicide

Is it wrong, is it right?
Is this love, is this hate?
Is this give, is this take?
There is nothing more that I have to say

The situation slipped right out of my hands
You point your finger at me, I don't understand
Oh baby, baby. I'm down on my knees
What does it take?
You think I don't give a damn, no
Give me a break, see what's at stake

We are back at the start
And I don't know my part too well
Put on makeup and play the part of
Romeo and Juliet in our costumes
Colorful and true to life
It's really no surprise
That I have given into this disguise