Philip Brooks - can't fix the things i left behind Lyrics

I try so hard to change
But i'm so tied up in all of this
I try my best to be the best
But i'm anchored down by all of this

I didn't see you i didn't see you
When you were around
Now i can not see you
I can not breathe you
'cause you're not around anymore

Look inside my head for you
Try so hard to see the truth
I'll make it up i swear i'll try
But i can't fix the things i left behind

But is it wrong
That i never thought about you
For a month until i last talked to you last year

I didn't see you i didn't see you
When you were around
Now i can not see you
I can not breathe you
'cause you're not around anymore

Look inside my head for you
Try so hard to see the truth
I'll make it up i swear i try
But i can't fix the things i left behind

Why can't you see the
Same as i do
'cause i have nothing
Here without you