I'm better off dead
So say the voices in my head
I think I agree
I just want them all to let me be
They always talk about you and how I'm never going to be anything in your eyes
I wish I thought that they were lies
But I know the truth and I hate it almost as much as myself
And I know that you will be happy with somebody else
And though it drives me insane
My feelings I will contain
So I don't make you uncomfortable
I'll try to hide any pain
I wish all of this was made up
I wish that I could just wake up to the sound of your laughter
Happily ever after
But I know the truth and I hate it almost as much as myself
And I know that you will be happy with somebody else
And though it drives me insane
My feelings I will contain
So I don't make you uncomfortable
I'll try to hide any pain
But I know the truth and I hate it almost as much as myself
And I know that you will be happy with somebody else
And though it drives me insane
My feelings I will contain
So I don't make you uncomfortable
I'll try to hide any pain