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First night in months that I can't sleep
I can feel my body shaking
Thought I found a way to deal with this situation
But now it all falls apart
In the blink of an eye
And I know why

It all happened way to fast
Those three days seemed like forever
And now forever already passed
Somehow I managed to fall in love with you twice
In the worst times
Which were the best times
And now it all falls apart
In the blink of an eye
And I know why

Do you believe I can change for the good or the bad?
Oh I believe I can change
Do you believe I can change for the good or the bad?
Oh I believe I am changed
I guess I'm not

I know I hurt you and I know I told you too many times
"You mean nothing to me!" - but those were all lies
Since I saw you again my heart, it said you're more than a friend
And it's hard to know I f*cked it all up - I know I f*cked it all up
And now it all falls apart
In the blink of an eye
And I'm the reason why
Do you even know that I tried? Do you even understand why?
I would always say that I'm fine - I would always say: "I need time!"
Love scares me endlessly
That's why I act relentlessly
And now it all falls apart
In the blink of an eye
And I'm the reason why

Do you believe I can change for the good or the bad?
Oh I believe I can change
Do you believe I can change for the good or the bad?
Oh I believe I am changed - I guess I'm not

Oh I believe, Oh I believe, Oh I believe I can change
Do you believe I can change for the good or the bad?
Oh I believe I am changed - I guess I'm not

First night in months that I can't sleep
I can feel my body shaking