Phill Evans - Never Leave (Kill the Spider) Lyrics

Dollar bills and dreams was all I thought about
Understand the end is all that matters now
Tryna love my wife temptations all around
Tryna raise some kids that see they daddy bow
Down
Self pity rots the heart inside
Aorta starts to crumble from the weight of life
Depression follows suit because it coincides
Sinking in my sin because I'm full of pride
And I won't let nobody in I wanna fix it on my own
Feel I gotta do the work cause I'm the one that dug the hole
Seems the more I try to change means the deeper I will go
Lift my hands up to the heavens I don't wanna be alone no
I know
That I ain't ever gave my all
Too busy fearing failure finding comfort being lost
This was my hidden truth but now I lay at the cross
Father hear my cry only you can fix my heart
I been falling off dang...

I feel so lost
I'm tired of trying
Where are you God
Where are you God

I feel so lost
I'm tired of trying
Where are you God
Then you said

No I will never leave
You've never been alone
Why don't you follow me
Promise to lead you home

No I will never leave
You've never been alone
Why don't you follow me
Promise to lead you home

Tomorrow came and went
Today is what you get
You can keep on chasing lies or you can stand and take a chance
The future ain't for sure but the present is your gift
Bro it's time to open up and unwrap the pain within
You gotta kill the spider and stop cleaning cobwebs
The spider is the lie you believe it leads to death
The webs are the symptoms that you got and how you flesh this lie out
Yeah you always try to clean em but they keep on hanging down
Cuz you scared to face the spider cuz it's all you know now
And if it dies, you worry the truths a let down
But it ain't
You gotta know it ain't
You were made to be more than a victim of your angst
Christ died to kill the lies that you chase
He rose to prove there's grace and a place to be remade
Tomorrow is today
Cuz today was tomorrow
Today let's kill the spiders we can live in truth tomorrow
Today there's freedom from the sorrow

I felt so lost
You said stop trying
You found me God
You found me God

I felt so lost
You said stop trying
You found me God
Then you said

No I will never leave
You've never been alone
Why don't you follow me
Promise to lead you home

No I will never leave
You've never been alone
Why don't you follow me
Promise to lead you home

I said tomorrow came and went get up get up