PH!LLY - Co-Dependent Lyrics

The one I loved the most are the reason why I will never love that hard again
That deadly feeling in my heart, I can't even explane the pain
So no I'm not looking for my other half, I'm complete
All my feelings all delete
Rollercoaster of emotions got me sick
The disrespect, you act like a dick
'You should leave him' no I can fix him
You don't now him like I now him
He wasn't a bad man just made bad decisions
He was like an addiction
Then he left me at wrong direction
What the f*ck is this
He weren't mine but I was his
Unfithful once again?
Okay here comes the tortyer pain
I was so Co-Dependent
He was my dependance
I think that I'm bpd
Where's he at? OCD
I was so Co-Dependent
He was my dependance
I think that I'm bpd
Where's he at? OCD
It's like a knife in the heart
Everytime we were apart
Were he at? Who he see?
Why choose her when you got me?
I bite my tongue, so f*cking scared to loose you
Better off as friends? Just for you, hoe
So now it's over, where's your heart at?
I not gonna beg man, f*ck that
I see him ruin his life, why does it hurts?
I use to keep him down on earth
It's like he's f*cked without me
I bet one day you will miss that it was we
I was so Co-Dependent
He was my dependance
I think that I'm bpd
Where's he at? OCD
I was so Co-Dependent
He was my dependance
I think that I'm bpd
Where's he at? OCD
F*ck it hurts when you give your all
When they don't give a f*ck about your free fall
Betrayed myself for the one I loved the most
I had pour my heart out but for what cost?
It's like sharp knives, a hundred in my back
You write to who? Your social media is hacked
Eye for an eye huh?
Now a heart for a heart huh
Let me show you what it's like to die real slowly
I was so Co-Dependent
He was my dependance
I think that I'm bpd
Where's he at? OCD
I was so Co-Dependent
He was my dependance
I think that I'm bpd
Where's he at? OCD