Encrypted Mind Video (MV)

My thoughts are encrypted
My own mental language
I got that key code
But my files are damaged
I got all these woes
And that pain was a lesson
I think like a kid
But I feel 37
She had the advantage
Could have thought that she planned it
I don't have the answers
To what killin' you darling
I don't have the answers
But my present is a startling

I got this trauma, trauma
Caused by the world and my mama
Trauma, trauma
Head burnin' up like a sauna
Shootin' my shot like the Knicks
Burnin' my brain like Auschwitz
You heard that bar and said shit
Take off from bar in a Lyft
Creepin' on back to my cave
My family ain't seen me in days
Get the hell out of my face
I haven't slept in 10 days
Screamin' inside of my brain
I cannot deal with this pain
I'm a broken boy
Wallet and heart
I cannot find my lane

I need ya
I need ya
I need ya, ay
I need ya
I need ya
I need ya, ay