phlushd - From Ash Lyrics

I grew up a motherf*ckin' reject
Pretend everything is fine, no respect
Eject myself from this life
Now I'm spittin' bars, used to ash my pipe
Yeah, ayy, nothin' ever changes, mane,
Mercury's in retrograde, pull up in no Escalade
Hit the blunt and pass my way
Sippin' on some lemonade, takin' shots of Alize
Shits gone straight to my brain
Shotgun call me Kurt Cobain

Wait,

Yeah, he had the right idea, yeah
That's just how I used to feel, yeah
All my life just a deal, yeah
Sold my soul to Satan, got a refund
Gave my life to God, I can't see you
I'm just see-through rappin' in my f*ckin' car

Yeah, I don't know where to go from here
Drive my car right off the pier
My best friend's no longer here
Took his life a couple years ago
But left more questions so I don't really know
What the f*ck, man