phukshitt - tell me how u feel. (feat. Brax & Hutch Da 3rd) Lyrics

Tell me how u feel
Blue skin peels
Good die yung
Birth signed deals
F*ck it imma waste for sum
Or imma waste away
See it in my face
I was born as a mistake
Look me, Look me
Look me in my eyes
See it in my face
Yung dead head
Drownin by the F*ckin day
Don't fall asleep
I may never wake up again
Drugged out
On these dark floors
Can't remember your name
Can't remember your name
Tell me how u feel
Blue skin peels
Good die yung
Birth signed deals
F*ck it imma waste for sum
Or imma waste a way
See it in my face
I was born as a mistake
Guess I can't f*ck the world cause my dick is too big
I guess I won't fall off and die if I can't achieve shit
I guess I can't disappoint myself if I'm never gon' be shit
I won't never ask for help not that I'll ever need it
I couldn't sacrifice myself, I got my allegiance
Selfish intentions give way to my reasons
Im watching all this glass shatter, getting cut by the pieces
Sometimes I hear I love you's I'm wonderin' if they mean it
I done dished my shit out, It left me high, dry and fiending
Yeah
But that could be what I asked for
My stupid questions got stupid answers
My innocence a Trojan horse to help bring down the castle
Nothin' but bravery in my heart when we started this battle
Now fear paints my face like my scars
Monsters come out the skies, disguise themselves as the stars
Drop me off of the planet, I'm not even safe from afar
They only care about the greats, and I've been feelin' subpar
I wrap my arms around my girl waist and hug her too hard
I try to f*ck her too good, maybe that'll up all my value
I was thinkin' bout her face before I found out her values
I had to rebuild my thoughts when I found out she had value
Beyond the hourglass figure she kept my eyes glued to
That black tar that's more addictive than a short on YouTube
It's more mass trust issues
We just connect like Bluetooth
Her name is my new wifi, should see her face in a movie
Should see my face in a movie
My brother's face in a movie
I'm out here facin' a charge
My brother's patience is wearin' thin
Since he stopped bein' a student
I guess they want us to wake up
Like our dreams not gettin' lucid but right now we livin' in em
I guess they just seein' through em
Feel like a bunch of vampires
Tryna suck my energy out my soul
They see my potential is movin
The gas gives me energy so Im leaving it fuming
F*ck finance, nothin' more lucrative than the role I'm pursuin
I got this bread on the table
I'm waitin' till I'm able to use it
Guess I'm already up
Put down my pain in the music
Tell me how u feel
Blue skin peels
Good die yung
Birth signed deals
F*ck it imma waste for sum
Or imma waste away
See it in my face
I was born as a mistake
I hate bein Tha best rapper
Always need some shit to rap about
How many times can I play tha beat,
Imagine tha future, map it out
Mad at loud cause I was smacked n dazin out
But shit I smacked the loud
Actin out cause I'm really in this shit and still aint pannin out
No fans around and rash decisions closed like half Tha routes I had
Like half a month had passed my mind weavin in n out Tha bad n Tha ugly
Goin hungry in a crib where Tha washer couldn't soak my undies
Ain't had shit to not let a nigga take from me
My folks askin
Why tha f*ck you think you Kanye?
You droppin out of college, niggas coulda got rich Tha calm way
They imagine they kid jus at Tha crib scribbling twisting em all day
That's kinda facts, I be typin tha raps tho
Spittin images less grainy Than a picture from last Passover
Bein real you ain't gettin further than the asshole does
You gon have to choose who you wanna be
You gon have to choose who you wanna b
Nigga who Tha f*ck is you
We gotta start a kennel cause everyone wanna be a bitch
But we coulda had a zoo
I don't know if it's nothing else I value like the truth
A perfect day to me is sittin home facin blunts n music
My subconscious want tha same thing as me if these dreams wasn't lucid
Niggas ass, why you comment fire like that wasn't putrid
Honestly gettin nice with this shit give me this feelin I can't combat
The more I work the more I'm starting to see my idols ain't allat
N I ain't even met em
I don't think I want that
I hate being Tha best rapper
Niggas don't even know what I'm talking bout
Hadda dumb it down n write hooks guess I gotta change Tha pocket now
Oh well
One less rapper I'll wanna listen to
Niggas rap so bad im rooting for human extinction
At least I think im better than niggas
Swear they don't even be thinking
If me n ugly jawns was money we'd be everything but pennys n fives
We not linkin
But if she a 9 I'll motorboat her
Motivated by bad jawns
One twitter scroll n Issa battery in my back I think im a Motorola
Told ha ion own her, she think ima Casanova
Baby got me bitin into home n she think we just having okra
She know how to keep em ion love nun but Tha culture
Limited palate only like chocolate n mocha
When I needed support she Neva cerrada la boca
But cerrada el corazon ion step outta the booth
Tell me how u feel
Blue skin peels
Good die yung
Birth signed deals
F*ck it imma waste for sum
Or imma waste away
See it in my face
I was born as a mistake
Look me, Look me
Look me in my eyes
See it in my face
Yung dead head
Drownin by the F*ckin day
Don't fall asleep
I may never wake up again
Drugged out
On these dark floors
Can't remember your name
Can't remember your name
Tell me how u feel
Blue skin peels
Good die yung
Birth signed deals
F*ck it imma waste for sum
Or imma waste a way
See it in my face
I was born as a mistake