Phxntomxxx - Reminiscing Love Lyrics

No matter how much I cry about you
I know that you won't come back to me
I hide my pain when I am feeling blue
It feels like we were just a fantasy
That can't be true I know I loved you boo
I thought we'd be a great big family
I have no idea what am I to do
I wish I could to take you to my galaxy
Still think about you
The moments we shared
Together us two
Cause I know you cared
But those feelings left
I thought I'd be dead
The moment you left
I got so depressed
Laying on my bed
I cried and I sweat
Whenever I slept
I dreamed about death
Couldn't keep you off my head
Tell me how the world
How the hell we end
Just like this girl
I don't have the answers
My heart has been shattered
To you I don't matter
Loves my final chapter
No worries I got it
I try to forget it
But never regret it
Glad to say we dated
But sadly we don't talk
I know you moved on
From the night till dawn
But I can't move on
The scars on my heart
Will always live on
You ripped it apart
Spent days feeling rough
I suffered depression
Anxiety with me
I felt no discretion
I dealt with the tension
I've wanted to sleep in
In a coffin but death
Will not offer what I
Have been offering
It's hard to stand up when
I fall deep into the Abyss
Where's it's fully dark
And cold death follows you
In your sleep at nights
Telling the people you
Been feeling fine
At times when you just wanna die