phytocene - the notebook Lyrics

I feel like a used notebook
You ripped some pages when you raped me
But I'm still here
I can still read into myself
Even if no one else can
I'm scared someday you'll find
A brand new book
And I'll be the rough book nobody wants
I still feel
The bearing of your hold
I wish we never met
Maybe it's the last time
I feel like I'll never trust again
Maybe i was scarred by
The way you watched me cry
I feel like a used notebook
You scribbled over then torn apart
But I'm still here
I carry all the words you said
And all the things you've done to me
Maybe it's the last time
I feel like I'll never trust again
Maybe I was scarred by
The way you watched me cry