I'm pretending to laugh with my friends but they don't know how bad I'm sinking
I keep replaying the nights we had like if I do I'll find some meaning
I'm drunk on nostalgia and it's clouding my vision
You're just a ghost I can't exorcise
I'm still wearing that same old hoodie
The one you left behind in my room
I could've sworn we were doing just fine
But I guess I assumed too soon
Now I'm tracing the cracks in the pavement
Hoping they'll lead me right to you
I'm just trying to make sense of this mess,
But I've never been quite good at the truth
I'm still stuck in the middle
Of something I can't explain
I'm holding onto these memories
Like they'll pull me out in this rain
It's just another lonely summer
But I swear I'm not the same
I'm still waiting for you to come back
I don't even know your name
I was holding my breath
Waiting for something to change
But the silence between us
Feels louder each day
And when I say I'm stuck in the middle you can take that seriously
I'm never gonna fall out of this trap and i'm gonna keep reliving the same day over and over again
Until someone comes and helps